This Post Won't Make Sense

People will always mean more to me than I will ever realize. I'm talking about those really special people in your life that helped you become the person you are today. People who brighten up the colors and sharpen the focus in your life. People who just take you as you are.

Those people have a hold on my heartstrings. And sometimes they tug and they tug. And then I beginning to understand my feelings. I begin to see that when they're gone. I miss them like hell. Sometimes I even want to cry, and if that makes me weak, so be it. And that lump in my throat gets bigger. And I begin to see that when they hurt me, even on accident, that it's instant heart and head burn.

Sometimes I really don't like it. For souls to affect me so. But maybe this means that I actually love them. Love them enough that, the worst pain comes from them, because they know me. I want them to know me. I want to tell them all the little things that make me happy, and my big dreams. And I know they are the ones I want to cry to, to put my head on their shoulder and know they are listening and are going to be there.

Dear those people,

You are beautiful and mean more to me than even I could even know. I wish I could let you understand. I wish words and actions could make it more true. But it just exists. Please know that.

Love,

Christine